Jesus said: She needs to TESTIFY with her SOUL, My children, it is her MIND that is Testifying.  She KNOWS what she needs to DO.  And WHEN she has DONE it, FULLY, from the HEART – THEN, the heavy WEIGHT, will be LIFTED; and, her SOUL, will be RETURNED, TO her.  SHE needs to keep REPENTING, from her HEART – AS she advised OTHERS to do.  There’s no point in TEACHING, to OTHERS, what SHE HERSELF is INCAPABLE of at this TIME – IS there?  AND so, she is ENCOURAGED, to keep STRIVING, after ‘TRUE Repentance’ – TRUE, HEARTFELT, REPENTANCE, to ME! – her MAKER.  SHE will KNOW, that she HAS a SOUL, when she has ‘an AWARENESS’, of a CONNECTION with Me. 

Jesus said: You CANNOT come, ABOARD, My Ark, and FLOOD it – and EVERYONE on it – WITH YOUR DEMONS! – with ‘NEW AGE’, teachings – given TO you, STRAIGHT, from HELL.  With “WHERE your LOYALTIES are”, in your HEART.  And WITHOUT, ‘TRUE repentance’, you STILL have ‘the mark’.  YOU should not have WAITED, so long – to make your video.  You KNOW what is in FRONT of you, is ‘the ABSOLUTE Truth’; and yet you chose to be SELFISH – so that, you THOUGHT you were “benefitting” – from, the TRUTH; but you were ‘ONLY deceiving yourself’ – because you DID NOT DO, what was being ASKED, OF you. You THOUGHT you could ‘GO IT alone’.  Now you ARE “alone” – without, your SOUL.  YOU do not have ‘a connection WITH Me’ – BECAUSE of your CHOICE to DECEIVE yourself, AND, to DECEIVE My Two Witnesses – to BELIEVE that "your TESTIMONY" is TRUE.  "YOUR testimony", IS false!  MY TESTIMONY, is True!  And UNTIL you ‘take, this more SERIOUSLY’; UNTIL, you REPENT from the HEART, of ALL your WICKEDNESS! – and all of your ‘new AGE’, Christianity, and occult TEACHINGS – YOU WILL BE ‘forever, outside My Kingdom!’  Because MY KINGDOM, right NOW – as in ‘THOSE, on My ARK – who are BEGINNING to live the Era of PEACE in their HEARTS’ – they are ‘HEARTFELT sinners’.  WHAT this means is, when they SIN, they FEEL it in their HEARTS!  They are AWARE, of ‘HOW much’ sin OFFENDS Me – BECAUSE they have ‘a CONNECTION with Me’.  If YOU do not know “where you SIN”; and YOU have not REPENTED from the very DEPTHS, of your BEING – then you HAVE ‘no connection WITH Me’.  To MEND the BRIDGE - to ‘MEND the Gap’ BETWEEN us, you MUST do "your PART" - and there’s NOT much TIME left!

Jesus said: ...Keep TEACHING her, about My Testimony.  And, EVEN share WITH her, some of the ‘CHILDREN’S testimonies’, so that she can SEE, what My CHILDREN look like, AND ‘how they behave’, and what THEY share, in THEIR testimonies.  KEEP persevering My son.  You are NOT ‘able to save EVERYONE’; but YOU are CALLED – NOT to ‘spread yourself THIN’; you are called, to keep YOUR Lamp Lit; to keep oil in YOUR Lamp.  If you TRY to SHARE that, ‘OIL’, with SO many different PEOPLE – all at ONCE, how much will you HAVE, ‘left OVER’? FOCUS on YOUR purification!  THAT is your call.

Jesus said: ...PRAY for Saint MICHAEL, to COME, with his Holy ANGELS, and, ‘DELIVER’...  ONLY time will tell...  CONTINUE to pray, the DAILY prayers, FROM The heart; AND, read the TESTIMONY, as a FAMILY.  PROCLAIM those WORDS of TRUTH, and LIFE! – IN the HOME! – to TELL the demons, that are still DWELLING there, that their HOME is “reserved, for the TRUE Holy Spirit”. BECAUSE the DEMONS WILL FLEE, as THEY proclaim MY Word. YES, they’ll ‘PROTEST’; but their PROTESTS won’t LAST long.  DAILY deliverance prayers ARE essential!... Turn to the TRUE Holy Spirit, and ASK him, what SPIRITS are AFFLICTING...  and THEN do the necessary DELIVERANCE prayers.  Because in these TIMES, PRAYER, IS, ESSENTIAL!  As LONG as they CONTINUE to reach out to ME – in their INTERIOR lives, with ALL their Souls, they will make it THROUGH, the coming CERN Wave.  FOCUS on Me! – NOT on ‘the World’.  The WORLD will GIVE you DISTRACTIONS – and in the WORLD, you have “Tribulation”; but I have ‘OVERCOME the world’; and YOU can overcome TOO – as you SEEK to be ‘WITH Me’, in ALL that you do.

Pope Peter the Last: Yes, it is true - you DID win "the ULTIMATE lottery", and your gratitude is a sign of your new-found SPIRITUAL SANITY.  But here is the part that you need to drill into your entire being.  Perhaps put a summary of this on a sticky note on your computer monitor.  And it goes like this:  You DID win the ultimate lottery.  But if you simply put the winning ticket, in a drawer, and go on with your old life, one day, it will suddenly hit you, that you should have cashed it in - because the ticket expired.  Yes, you have the winning ticket.  But how do you cash it in?  By PERSEVERING in EACH and EVERY moment UNTIL, you give JESUS in the FLESH, "HIGH FIVES!"  Seriously... So now, what do you think about being aboard the ARK?  Are you "ALL IN"?  For the LONG HAUL?     

Jesus said: He NEEDS, to get OUT, of the educational SYSTEM – IF, he VALUES his SOUL.  For TRULY, ‘THAT system’, IS ‘the beast SYSTEM’.  And THOSE who have ‘the MARK’ – attend, those institutions; and TEACH, at those institutions!  THEY are, ‘NO different’, than ‘the INSTITUTIONAL churches’, that PRACTICE ‘the ABOMINATION of desolation’.  For ALL the STUDENTS, are ‘DEVOID of My SPIRIT’; and ALL of the TEACHERS, are ‘DEVOID of My SPIRIT’.  SO in FACT, the “educational SYSTEM”, is ‘a TEMPLE of DEMONS’.  HE needs to DECIDE, ‘where he wants to WORSHIP’.  I will help him FIND, ‘another occupation’, to pay the BILLS – IF he will cooperate with the GRACES.

Jesus said: He NEEDS to COMMEND, all of those, who are ‘taking HIM on’, on a personal BASIS, to My IMMEDIATE ONGOING and DIVINE JUSTICE!  And he NEEDS to reject, ALL of their demonic CLUSTERS – by NAME, if he can REMEMBER them – and GIVE them all TO Me; and TRADE them, for My TRUE PEACE.  BECAUSE where SIN abounds, GRACE abounds all the MORE – because MORE Grace is NECESSARY, for ‘the GRAVER’, the SIN. ALL has been FORGIVEN [- because he BECAME a Member of the Faithful Remnant]; and he is not ‘the same INDIVIDUAL, he once WAS’.  BUT, he MUST understand: ‘the DEVIL is not FORGIVING’ – and so the PEOPLE, with the MARK – those BEASTS, are ‘not FORGIVING!’ – because they CANNOT forgive, in that ‘STATE’.  They can ONLY hold grudges against THEMSELVES!  So they will be SURE to hold grudges against HIM!  He NEEDS to reject, ‘the spirit of ANGER, HATRED, BITTERNESS, RESENTMENT, UNFORGIVENESS, and WRATH’ – and ASK for the Grace, of the INDWELLING, of the Blessed TRINITY, in his SOUL, instead.  HE needs to ALLOW himself, to be TRANSFORMED by My WORD – even MORE so.  And of COURSE, as ‘My True Follower’, he will be HATED, by ALL – for My NAME’S SAKE.

Jesus said: And so, NOW that you KNOW, ‘your POOR lifestyle CHOICES’, are BLOCKING you, from RECEIVING Graces, from My THRONE, in HEAVEN – what are YOU, PREPARED, to DO, ABOUT it?  Do YOU, STILL, WISH, to PURSUE, your ‘WORLDLY, DESIRES’ – APART from My WILL?  WHO, is, “the Heavenly PHYSICIAN?”  Are YOU, your OWN DOCTOR?  YOU need, to REPENT, WHOLEHEARTEDLY; but YOU CANNOT DO this – if you CONTINUE to CHOOSE, ‘the COURSE’, that you have taken.  It is ‘ALL a MATTER of CHOICE’ – and THEN the GRACES will FOLLOW.  RIGHT now you FEEL ‘so EMPTY inside’ – yet you are FILLED, with SO MANY ‘MATERIAL things’.  YOU MUST repent from the HEART; NO, 'LIP, SERVICE'!

Jesus said: Not EVERYONE who SAYS to me “LORD, LORD, will ENTER the Kingdom of HEAVEN; but THOSE, who SEEK to do the WILL of My FATHER – in EACH and EVERY MOMENT.  YOU, have TAKEN, ‘the NECESSARY STEPS’, to ‘BEGIN’, your SPIRITUAL, journey – to LIVE, AS, ‘a TRUE, CHRISTIAN’.  I do not want to hear, “EXCUSES”, from you; ALL, I want, IS, YOUR, SINCERE, repentance.  NOW, YOU know, that you have GIVEN me, YOUR, sincere REPENTANCE. And HOW, DO I KNOW, ‘this’ – but because you DID, what, was asked, of you.  What, was ‘NECESSARY’, FOR your, ‘SALVATION’.  But, your journey has ONLY, ‘begun’. YOU ‘cut it a little bit CLOSE’, to DECIDE, to forsake EVERYTHING; and follow ME.  BUT! – I will RECEIVE you, ONCE again.  Know that you WILL, have, RESISTANCE, in, your SOUL – to ‘WHAT is being, REQUIRED’.  But I will HELP you ‘overcome’, the TEMPTATIONS to turn BACK, to, the WORLD! - if YOU turn to ME - I will GIVE YOU, ‘the NECESSARY Graces’.  SIMPLY desire the GRACES – because, THEY, are ‘of HEAVEN’.  REJECT, the demons; DO the necessary ‘Deliverance Prayers’, and DAILY housekeeping. 

Jesus said: YOU, are ‘the HEAD’, of THAT household!  Because, you have a SOUL! – and YOU, ARE, ‘the MAN’.  YOU, ARE, CALLED, to represent ‘MY, male HEADSHIP’ – OVER, your FAMILY.  I will GIVE you, the NECESSARY Graces; but DO NOT rely, on your FEELINGS! – because the CERN waves, are ONLY going to increase, those, ‘bad FEELINGS’, inside you.  Cling TO me, with ALL your strength!  Although you are WELCOMED, aboard, My Ark of SAFETY – YOU will need to do ‘a Video TESTIMONY’ – sharing, the BLESSINGS, that the TESTIMONY has brought, TO you, ON, ‘a personal basis’.

Jesus said: HOW have they ALL, decided to CHANGE, for the BETTER, and DO, what it IS, I am ASKING of them?  Do THEY, STILL, go to PARTIES? – and, ENTERTAIN their FRIENDS, and FAMILIES, in, 'the BEAST state'?  DO they SECRETLY, ‘PRIDE themselves’, on being SHARED, ‘the GIFT, of My TESTIMONY’?  Have THEY, been WITHHOLDING, that ‘SPIRITUAL, NOURISHMENT, and FOOD’, from OTHERS? – for HOW long? – when EACH of them, was GIVEN, ‘a SIGN’, of the AUTHENTICITY, OF, My Word – MOVING through My TESTIMONY.  And at ‘the LAST, MINUTE’, THEY expect, ME – a MAN, to bow to THEM, and ‘the spirit of JEZEBEL’, moving, THROUGH them.  THEY are going to HAVE to do BETTER!  IT is NOT about ‘muttering LIP service’ to THEMSELVES, or to ME; it is about LIVING, the True FAITH, and about MAKING, ‘BIG CHANGES’, IN, their LIVES!  It is about EACH of them, ‘REPENTING, from the INNERMOST depths, of their BEING’, and DESIRING, ‘TRUTH’, and LIFE – at ALL costs! – SACRIFICING their social STATUS, AND positions – for the SAKE of My TESTIMONY. For WHO is ‘the HEAD of that HOUSEHOLD’?  And who is CALLED to be ‘the head of that household’?  THIS, is NOT, ‘a TREND’, or, ‘a CLUB mentality'.  EACH of them, must, work out their SALVATION.  It is between ME, and ‘each INDIVIDUAL’, IN that house.  NOT QUITE THERE yet.  DO better!    

Jesus said: WELCOME, ABOARD, the ARK! – My daughter. Because TRULY, you HAVE, FOUND, your SOUL!  It has BEEN RETURNED TO you!  And THAT is, ‘your connection, WITH Me’.  I HAVE been HELPING you IN, your INTERIOR life – to FIND, the ROOT causes, of your SEPARATION from Me; and I have been HELPING YOU, to REJECT, ‘SIN’, and the EVIL SPIRITS, so that YOU can be filled with JOY, and TRUE Peace – and THAT is what you are experiencing, NOW – the GIFT of TRUE Peace!  BECAUSE, for YOU, it WASN’T ABOUT ‘boarding, the ARK’; your FOCUS, was on ‘gaining your SOUL, BACK’  You SEE, It is NOT, ‘a CLUB, MENTALITY’ – YOUR relationship, with ME, is between YOU, and ME!  Pope PETER, and MARY, are HERE, to HELP you ‘better DISCERN’, what the TRUE Holy Spirit, is ASKING OF you; what the TRUE Holy SPIRIT, is TELLING you to DO – because THEY, have HAD, ‘MANY YEARS, of PRACTICE’ – LISTENING to My Will; and, the Greatest Gift, that YOU gave, to ME – was ‘SURRENDERING, YOUR will, TO Mine’.  And NOW your SOUL has ‘FOUND refuge’ – in THESE DARK times.  You can THANK, your BLESSED MOTHER as WELL – for HER intercession, on your behalf. 

Jesus said: AS for, ‘FUTURE employment’, do NOT be concerned – YOU WILL be LED, to ‘ANOTHER source of INCOME’. ASK, Saint ANTHONY, and, SAINT Michael, to LEAD you, to your new JOB!  BUT! – AFTER, CERN.  RIGHT now, TAKE these days ‘OFF’, and, SPEND time in PRAYER, and in QUIET reflection.  Make SURE, you are doing ‘the DELIVERANCE prayers’; be SURE, to reject ‘the demonic CLUSTERS’, of all the PEOPLE, that you can THINK of.  And ASK, for My GRACES; FILL yourself, WITH, My GRACES!  EMPTY yourself – of ‘SELFISHNESS’; and TAKE in ‘ALL the Graces’.  BE, ‘SPIRITUALLY selfish’ for the Kingdom, of HEAVEN!  And Be FILLED, with, JOY!  And LET your Joy, be SEEN by OTHERS! – ESPECIALLY, those, in the REMNANT.  CONTINUE to feast, on MY Testimony – and YOU will NEVER be hungry, OR thirsty, AGAIN!

Jesus said: WHY, would you TURN, to ‘ANYTHING else’, BUT, My TESTIMONY?  The ONLY Recipe for SALVATION, IN, these End TIMES!  Veronica LEUKEN, YES, SHE IS ‘a SAINT’ – and her PROPHECIES, are TRUE!  BUT! – THOSE prophecies were GIVEN, during, ‘a different time PERIOD’! – for the PEOPLE, to BENEFIT from – when they HAD their SOULS.  It is BETTER, to FOCUS, on your OWN, PURIFICATION; than SPREADING yourself ‘SO THIN’, that you neglect your OWN interior life.   Remember you CANNOT save, EVERYONE!  Nor can I!  Would YOU ‘PRESUME to be a GOD’ – IN, your own HOUSEHOLD? – to SAY to yourself, “I will SPEND My last DAYS, before, 'the TRIBULATION, of CERN' - on helping EVERYONE else – who CANNOT be helped – I will help THEM!”  YOU KNOW in your HEART – they are NOT RECEIVING My Testimony with SINCERITY; and they ONLY want to ‘EAT UP your TIME’ [- a reference to 'the demons INSIDE them', asking ENDLESS questions...] OF course, ‘all of HEAVEN’, is PRAYING, for the FAITHFUL Remnant, and the FAITHFUL Remnant to BE.  Now YOU must do YOUR part.  FOCUS, on the purification, of your SOUL – DOING the necessary DELIVERANCE prayers; AND the daily ROSARY.  But you CANNOT save, ‘EVERYONE’; and you CANNOT hold, your FAMILY, in higher ESTEEM, than the WILL of My FATHER – and EXPECT to survive!

PPTL: And I will also now warn you, that if you do not start working on the purification of your OWN Soul, then, in fact, you WILL be giving the victory over your Soul, to the demons, working through the people you have been reaching out to, in vain.  For if YOU do not nourish YOURSELF with the Testimony, the demons in the people around you, like zombies, will simply devour you, spiritually.  Already, you are becoming weak.  They - the demons, only need a LITTLE more time to work on you, with YOUR consent, and you will NOT have the strength, to fight off the effects of the CERN Waves. You are now being put on notice.  CHANGE COURSE!  Immediately!

Jesus said: ...TRULY, you have FOUND, “The Narrow PATH”.  HOW NARROW? – is this PATH?  There IS no other, “WAY”, to Salvation – EXCEPT, through ME! - And not ONLY through ME, but THROUGH, My TRUE, Representative, HERE, on EARTH – POPE, Petrus Romanus.  YOU have learned MUCH, OVER the TIME, that YOU have spent READING, and ABSORBING, My TESTIMONY; AND, YOU have been ‘EXPERIENCING, the FRUITS, and the GIFTS’, of the TRUE HOLY Spirit.  And NOW – you are FINALLY, SHARING, ‘the FRUITS’, of My TESTIMONY – TO the NATIONS!  For YOU, have FOUND, ‘the ULTIMATE Source’ of TRUTH, in THESE, End TIMES! – and you TESTIFIED, ‘JUST, in TIME’.  STAY, IN contact, with Pope PETRUS Romanus; and RECEIVE, and APPLY the NECESSARY, ‘Divine COUNSEL’, for your Life.  PERSEVERE, in FAITH!  ASK Me to INCREASE your Faith, DAILY! – and I will – for there is ‘NO Limit’, to My GIFTS, and My Blessings.

Jesus said: After ALL of your ‘efforts’, you are STILL choosing, to be ANGRY at YOURSELF, AND, at Me; when what you SHOULD be focusing on, is doing EVERYTHING you POSSIBLY can, to GET your SOUL back! – EVEN, for the SAKE, OF, your family!  You ARE “upset”, because, you did not ‘DO’, what was required OF you; and YOU gave Me ‘LIP service’.  You SPREAD My TESTIMONY – YES! – but you ‘HELD ON’, to your OLD life.  You CANNOT have, both ‘the WORLD’ AND Me.  YOU must decide between the TWO.  You KNOW My Testimony is True!  And with what LITTLE ‘free will’, you HAVE, WHY not make the best USE of it – by spending some ‘quiet time’ – in PRAYER, in REPENTANCE! – TRUE repentance!  I am NOT INTERESTED! – in “what you SAY”, with your WORDS; I look BEYOND THAT, to the INNERMOST depths, of your HEART!  I do not Judge by ‘what I SEE’, but, I Judge, by ‘what is INVISIBLE’.  I can SEE, ‘what is invisible’; and I can SEE, that you are NOT, ‘taking, the call, SERIOUSLY’.  You NEED to CHANGE!  DO NOT choose to be ‘INDIGNANT’, at ‘WHAT I am asking OF you’. I DO Love you, and I WANT you to be ABLE to EXPERIENCE that Love.  BUT first, you must SHOW Me, that, ‘YOU love ME’.  SHOW Me that you are ‘My FRIEND’, by DOING, ‘what is required’, OF you.  I do not want ‘a FORCED relationship’, WITH you.  And the SPIRITUAL life, is NOT about “do’s, and don’ts”. The SPIRITUAL life, is about the SPIRITUAL Laws – the SPIRITUAL Realities; it is about ‘the SPIRIT of the LAW’. So DO! – what is NECESSARY! – in ORDER, to GET aboard, My Ark, of SAFETY.  DO not ‘live in self-DECEPTION’, any LONGER.  This is My LAST, “invitation”, TO you.

Jesus said: It's all "water under the bridge" at THIS point in your Journey.

PPTL: DO NOT, allow the enemy, to BOMBARD your interior life, with HIS photo album, of HIS victories in your past life.  Because THAT, in fact, is a disservice, to the one who forgave you.  If you want to fix something, FIX, those memories, to the very BOTTOM, of "the Sea of Forgetfulness", EVERY time, one pops back into your head.   Make a resolution today, that ALL the past sins you have repented of, when remembered, will be immediately lifted up to Jesus, and you will IMMEDIATELY, without DWELLING on them, ask Him to cover them in His Precious Blood, and BLOT them OUT of your interior life, and send them to the Eternal Sea of Forgetfulness, and put the memory of HIS Mercy, in their stead, instead - get it? (that was a play on words).  And you need to ask for the Grace, to allow the forgiveness of your Creator to flow TO you, so that you can forgive YOURSELF with it, and then DO so, FULLY, and WITHOUT reserve, until there is NOTHING, you can remember, that you do not forgive yourself for. And Ask the TRUE Holy Spirit to illuminate those things.  You see, the point of this JOURNEY, is to move FORWARD, and UPWARDS; not to walk backwards, towards the cliff, named "unforgiveness".  Understand?

Jesus said: For the CONTINUED DOWNFALL, of the ENEMIES, of My FAITHFUL REMNANT CHURCH, and for the CONTINUED UPHOLDING, of My FAITHFUL REMNANT Followers.  AND for, "a DOUBLE PORTION", of My TRUE HOLY SPIRIT, to COME upon, ALL, of My ELECT - My CHOSEN Ones!

Jesus said: And so, I am “the BRIDEGROOM”. And My TRUE Faithful Remnant Church, is “the BRIDE”.  What MORE is there to SAY?

Jesus said: He NEEDS to reject, ‘the DEMON, of SPIRITUAL insanity’. And ASK for the GRACE, OF Spiritual Sanity.  He NEEDS to reject, ‘the DEMON of REBELLION’, and ASK for the GRACE, of HOLY Docility, to MY Divine Will and Plan, for his LIFE.  HE says, that you hurt his FEELINGS!  THAT is "GOOD".  Because, “the DEMONS”, are the ONES, that GIVE him those “feelings”.  HE needs, to ASK for the GRACE, to see the DEMONS as ‘his enemy’; and STOP seeing HIMSELF, as ‘ALWAYS, in the RIGHT’.  HOW, CAN, HE ‘possibly LEARN?’ – if he CONSTANTLY protests, in his INTERIOR life – what is being ASKED of him?...  He has got ‘some GROWING to do!’  BETTER for him to renounce his pride, than to let THAT, be what MAKES him fall, off my Ark.  HE needs to PRAY, and ASK for the Grace, of TRUE Humility!

Actual email:The video is now live on my channel!  Thanks for encouraging me to make the video.  I would not have made it without your help.  As I was uploading the video, YouTube showed me that there were remaining 440 minutes for the upload to complete.  I prayed to Saint Anthony for help with the internet connection.  I prayed that the video would upload in 10 minutes.  The video uploaded in 10 minutes!  Glory be to The Most High True God!!!  Beautiful life!

PPTL: Yes, and it is only getting better - the MORE you FOCUS, on the SOURCE of every good thing!  And do not be concerned, ever! - about what the beasts think.  It is only a distraction.

Jesus said: And SO, let your light SHINE, before MEN!  That they may GLORIFY, My FATHER, who LIVES and REIGNS, in the HEAVENS!  Amen!

Actual email:Pope Peter should we be listening to Christian rock?

Jesus said: “Christian Rock”, IS, ‘HOW it sounds’ – DESIGNED, to have, ‘the DEVIL’S BEAT’, PLAY, in the BACKGROUND – while, the SINGER, PROCLAIMS themselves, as “anointed” – when they are ‘most DESOLATE’; AND, VERY often, it is ONLY, the DEMONS, of ‘self RIGHTEOUSNESS’, that are SINGING THROUGH them.  NO!  It is ‘MUCH better’, to LISTEN, to the INSPIRATIONS, of the TRUE HOLY Spirit, in the MOMENT! – than to DELUGE, one SELF, with the SINGING, of ‘the INSPIRATIONS from DEMONS’.  It sounds “GOOD”!  The WORDS are ‘VERY affirming!’  BUT! – THAT type of “christianity”, WILL not ‘HELP’, MY Faithful Remnant.  BETTER, to LISTEN, to ‘the MUSIC’, of My Two WITNESSES – if you want ‘something to LISTEN to’; than turn to ‘the spirit of the WORLD’ - for music.

PPTL: You are welcome!  And we DO appreciate getting heartfelt feedback, from time to time, as we devote every ounce of strength, to doing what we do... We are really doing our best to help everyone, in as much as that is possible.  But remember, YOU, had to SACRIFICE, your JOB, your friends at WORK, your EXPECTATIONS, and your PLANS for your FUTURE, to BE, where you are today.  DON'T forget the role of 'SACRIFICE'.  Because you will need to make MANY more Sacrifices, on your Journey.  Hopefully, you have learned by now, that WHATEVER your Creator asks of you, no matter HOW far that stretches you, it is worth it!